| wow, i saw my wifey yesterday [: it was fantastic i loved it, lol. well, lately has been good i guess [: been talking to juan and im so proud of myself. hahah, its a weird thing. but hey, it makes me happy okay?! lol. about talking w/ guys. im honestly dropping it (: its too much drama, and besides im gonna try to get to know somebody before all of that happens. but yeh, ryans gonna try to get his permit soon [: woot! you go cousin (; LOL. then we`ll be able to go down to daygo and kick it with my wifey kim (: hehehe. im so excited! lol. well, im gonna try to get a job [: weeee* and yeh .. i just need to get myself straight right now. and yeh [: well im out. God Bless! tkz* |
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| why am i crying?! im not suppsed to be crying. is it the fact that im soo lonely, or the fact that im completely lonely?! i want a boyfriend so bad. i wanna cry my whole heart out!!! ]: i cant take this.
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| i cant explain why im feeling like this but i am. i feel really depressed. but .. im supposed to be happy. and im trying to be happy. but how could i possibly be happy when so much shit is happening. fuck meyn, this isnt even koo. |
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| the tears keep on falling, and their just stinging my eyes. everything hes saying is right and i cant bare admit the truth. im such a silly little girl. i dont know what im talking about. its just .. the tears keep on falling and i have no way of thinking i`ll ever be able to live again. i cant take this shit no more meyn. |
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